50) The end

I was young and foolish
And then for the first time
I fill in love and then she left
I dyed, I lost the feeling of love
Now that I am older I realized
That it was only a crush and
I opened room for love and liking
Of some one else, how stupid was I
Only if I knew what it meant
And what will happen to me
I found some one that made
Me think what is love, I hid it
When it raised it I told her
And she could have killed me
If I was not strong, so what I did
I destroyed my own heart, I can't
Can not feel what any one means
To me, I don’t know if I will
Take the risk of feeling again
Good bye and good luck, feelings
I hope I will never go through
This again, my soul will rest