36) Cant find my way

Hello are you there answer me
I talked to you no response why
Is it because you hate me
Or is it because I’m not worthy
You told me to look at you
For the answer of life
But I get nothing back
When I asked you
I am losing my faith
Because of this
Make me feel you that you exist
I some time wonder why should
I care about something that
That does nothing for me
I ask for your help but
All I get is silence from you
Please if you want me to fail
Kill me finish this life that
Has no worth, I am confused
Please forgive me for questioning you