27) What I am now and then

I am not the same as in my past
I am a total different person now
I don’t like how I am, why the way I am
If I can return back to my self in the past
I will agree so fast that I would get whiplash
I returned to the old ways for a short time
And saw who I was and who I am
I prefer who I was because I was fun
Life was only fun, now its not the same
May be it’s the atmosphere, who I was around
I don’t know but I will find out and join the two
And make my life what I want, no matter what